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| Birthday Boy Himself! Headed to school!! |
School started up again last week. It has been busy. Lots of reading and writing to look forward to this semester. I dont know if that is a good thing? I am meeting new people already and am ok with my professors. This semester goal is to be able to pass all classes with a "B". I am trying to be more organized and have time management, but somedays I catch myself back into bad habbits. Not my strongest point. I did get a very fashionable planner that I can carry around with me to remind myself of the things I need to do. It is actually very handy!
Enough of school.. Since I last wrote I a was dealing with self confidence and depression. I am doing better at reminding myself to stay happy! I should post sticky notes every where I go for a rimeinder. AH!! That is not a bad idea! =] These days, I have been second guessing EVERYTHING!!! Is that normal? I honestly wish I didn't have so many questions, but that could be the science geek in me? I think I am thinking too much into things! Maybe I should ignore the world and focus on me? I try not to worry bout everyone else. But it is definetly hard! Some questions I've been asking is like "Am I in the right place where I need to be?"
Any ways, I obviously have mixed emotions going on. Maybe it't the fact that I live with a pregnant woman! That is also a very difficult situation...
Gotta go get homework done and other things will catch up soon!
Hey Heather, yes sweetie, it is normal. I think it is not as normal when we dont second guess ourselves at times! Just beacuase if we didnt it would be like life is too perfect and that is not normal! I am sure if you talked to all your friends and family we have all second guessed ourselves sometime or another! Especially college age! Heav, I am so proud of you for sticking with everything. I know it gets tough, You are such a strong woman and it will be so much more satisifying when you graduate! Something anthony and I are trying is to let him get all his hw done after work everyday durning the week so we can have the weekend to our selves! It is hard but totally worth it! I am so proud of you and the woman you are becoming! You know if you ever need a break though that our place is always open! Love you! Hang in there girl things will get easier someday!
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